I have heard people say that they are too big of a sinner to come to Jesus and I have believed that I do not need Him because I am fine without Him.
No one is too big a sinner to be forgiven.
I am not fine without Him.
I didn’t know how not fine I was until I kept growing in His love and basking in His light.  I didn’t understand that heaven and hell could be in the same situation in the same life at the same time. At each moment, I decide if I will believe what Jesus is doing is good or if I will hate it and decide that it is all bad.

Can I have enough humility to admit that He knows better?
I am sorry, Jesus that I ever think that I know better. How laughable. You have infinite intelligence and I am but a speck in space and time.



And yet, You love me.